Living on a prayer

Livin on a prayer
Tryin to b fair
Sittin in despair
Wanting al dats nt dere
Wretchedness isn’t wat u can share
Its clandestine n u hv to bear
Wen prayers go unheard
A virtue, patience is still dere
Being a fugitive tks ya nowhere
It leave ya tainted n noone cares
M al weary o d masks ppl wear
Coz its hard to see thru such layers
Prayers for life or livin on a prayer
Sins can neva b spared..!!

On its own accord..!!

I wanna live n I so wanna die
I wanna love n I so wanna smile
I wanna laugh but I always cry
Its al so hazy n yet so clear
Lifes a dream so real
Understandin it is losin al I hv eva known
Breathin to live is lik choking to death
Breakin dese shackles wont set me free
Rather I ll loose wat I hv eva been
M on a lookout for maself but every time
I get to me, m trampled by reality
Sunshine seems near but isn’t anywhere
On d blink o ma eyes m in d middle o nowhere..!!

Unveilin happyness..!!

Its been awhile I havnt written nethin in ma blog.. actually I couldn’t possibly cum up wid sumthin intrestin nuff..or I shld say I felt creatively drained al dis while. everyone who reads ma blog keeps askin me y d hell I write depressin stuff…I really dun knoe d reason ..mayb its jus wat I truely feel..but dis is ma attempt o writin sumthin dats contrary to wat I feel …Happinees its an intricate topic n sumthin dat al o us r lookin for…n interestingly none o us thinks dat he/she’s happy…its weird but nt so weird…
I recently saw dis movie ‘THE PURSUIT OF HAPPyNESS’..starrin Will smith..n d movie was good for me.its a story o "rags to riches".i really liked it coz d story perfectly fits in everyones life..n each o us can relate wid it on sum or d otha point in our life..al o us crave for happiness..al our acts hv d same rationale..happiness…n v look for it in ppl, in things, in moments..everywere, al d time coz none o us can really relish sadness.. Will smith in d movie remembers a quote by Thomas Jefferson which goes lik “maybe happiness is something v can only pursue, n mayb actually neva have it”…n most o d times I feel dis is so true…v jus keep chasin happiness…n can neva really grab it n b happy..but y is it dis way..y cant v really b happy????…I hv been contemplating ova dis n I realized dat al o us hv our own definitions for happiness….for sum happiness is havin a lotta bucks…for othas it is finding his or her true love…for sumone jus a walk in d woods brings happiness…for others evn al d riches in d world aren’t nuff …I mean for most o us happiness isn’t sumthin dat pertains to d inner self…al o us keep lookin for it in d outer world…where v can neva find it…coz if our happiness depends on ppl or things.. than its bound to go away ..we can neva really sustain it..coz it isnt inside us or even ours…happiness can never b gauged thru money or ppl.. v hv to transcend d earthly happiness in order to attain divine happiness coz only if its divine or heavenly it ll b dere for eternity…al o us hv been mistaking happiness wid sumthin vich is momentary whereas its eternal…v jus wanna forgo d sad part o life nomatter if it actually means being happy or nt..its jus dat v loathe sadness n can do nethin to get rid o it. v are hardly troubled about knowin d real happiness. Real happiness is al bout smiling on d inside..cherishin ya existence.. its achievable only wen v really understand dat dere isn’t nothing in d world dat can mk us happy if our soul isnt dipped in solace….as al d worldly possessions wont b dere foreva but if v r truly happy…noone can seize it..!!